umm...update?

it will be 3am in less than an hour... my bedtime these days... i
bought "pillars of creation,"the 7th book of the sword of truth series
by terry goodkind today. his books are so awesome. it's a must-read! i
actually collect these. i have the 2nd to 8th book in paperback and the
temple of the winds hardbound... i just lack the first one ("wizard's
first rule"), the ninth ("chainfire") and debt of bones. i think the
website's terrygoodkind.com. they have interesting quotes from the
books there...

by
the way, the 29th of the month ended around 2 hours ago... it amazes me
that i went through it without thinking about the previous months so
much... i'm free. at last. it took me a lot of guts to get where i am
now. waking up from that dream was really a struggle. can't believe i
would not let go of the very thing that brought me so much pain (and so
much joy at first)... but i realized that i could. so i did. hence, the
divorce. a game may be just a game. but a trampled ideal scars you...

speaking
of dreams... i had 3 nightmares in 3 consecutive nights last week... it
involved spirits... evil spirits. demons to be exact. the third one
just exhausted me. try fighting something when you're caught
unprepared... anywayz, waking up from that one forced me to open my
eyes to reality. my spiritual life was in chaos. the nightmares and
spiritual happenings are the symptoms. it's always been like that
during my low points in my spiritual life... but by God's grace, i can
sleep without fear. because i have His peace...

"and the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Phil 4:7.

i'd
like to take this time to praise God for the postponed exam and the
"cancel the lowest [exam]" policy in my majors. at least i won't be
dropping any subject this sem. =)

God bless!