Sunday, August 14, 2005

patheticity

i don't know what to write. but i have this immense need to empty myself of the emotions bubbling within before this armor of apathy fails me. i am tired of answering questions regarding my status. i am not in a relationship and i have no illusions of being in one right now. he may be in a relationship, but that doesn't mean i'm in it, too. simply said, he has a girlfriend and i just found out.

i hate the way he paints a captivating picture of me only to remind me that it was not and will never be enough. i will never be enough.

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