no longer do i find the melancholy of this blog unsettling. maybe it has to do with my learning to breathe again, not just literally... it might even have to do with realizing my helplessness. no matter how i plan and badger people to cooperate, things don't lie in my hands. as much as i'd like to bless someone with each entry, i can't help but express what i go through with words that may or may not be wise. perhaps one element i shouldn't fail to remember is the authenticity of what i share. forget the pressure of sounding righteous, who needs man's praise? i believe i could glorify God more if i do not gloss over my weaknesses since it would also show how He pulled me out of that struggle. perhaps others could even relate to my circumstances and wouldn't feel so alone. there is always hope. we just fail to look to God sometimes.
No comments:
Post a Comment