a time for everything

serving the Lord has its joys. but repeatedly ruined plans are not part of them. leadership has its cost. but this does not mean sacrificing your studies. rather, it requires excellence in your ministry primarily as a student (not as a Christian dormer). it doesn't serve you well to exhaust your energy worrying and complaining. remember to rest. it is vital for your sanity. do not attempt to do the impossible without the blessing of the God of the impossible. that would be suicide. do not get lost in activity that you forget Him. it doesn't glorify His name when you no longer acknowledge that it is the Lord's grace that enables. your strength will fail you. He never will. trust and obey. you are but an instrument in the advancement of His kingdom. you won't serve your purpose if your weariness prevents you from being of use. it's late, janna. get some sleep.