Tuesday, September 12, 2006

nicer the second time around

i walked home from what was supposed to be my last class today with my head in the clouds. i just came from receiving the results of my first exam in eee 8. my score was way beyond my expectations. i didn't understand the first problem and how i was supposed to solve it but i wrote down my solution and it was actually the right one. ^_^

what's so important about this subject?

it's my second take. i stopped going to class and i didn't take the third, final, and lab exams the first time. it was far from hopeless but i was broken and deeply disturbed then. and now i'm not. this seasonal course is also a prerequisite to another seasonal course. i was that crazy. and still am.

if i do well in this, it won't cost me another year. i am really looking forward to graduation even if i don't know what lies beyond. of the list entitled things to do before i graduate, i think i have accomplished five out of the eleven. ^_~

then there's the part wherein my gaining my parents' permission to go on a missions trip during the sem break depends on my acads. i was worried that if i failed an exam, i would never get to go. i am now inspired instead of pressured by the challenge they posed.

i praise the Lord for equipping me with everything i needed then and now. and for luther and chuckie who helped out with the first problem set. and for junei, jacq, kuya butch, and benj for including me in their prayers. and everyone else whom i failed to acknowledge.

this blog isn't so dark, see?

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