going back

...to wondering...

why i am here?

because where i am reminds me of things.
like knowing i know nothing.
that the God of the universe
is also the God of the computer world.

because i constantly find myself lost
and incapable of even the simplest scripts.

because i constantly learn
of data structures and algorithms.
of humility and brokenness.
of who He is and what He can do
and has done to fix my mess.

because i have a God
who showed me His faithfulness.
and i could claim His promises.

because i can boast of nothing.
except that i know Him.

because He wipes each tear.
and heals my wounds.

because He placed me here.
not to be abandoned
but to experience more of Him
and give Him back all
the glory, honor and praise.