i spend half of my summer days asleep. unless it's a sunday. the remaining time is divided among attending my sister's speech improvement class, watching television, blogging and blog-hopping, and playing dota. the last one turned into an addiction. but it brings me so much closer to my li'l bro and my cousins. it brings me so much joy. because behind it lies that longing to belong. right now, i don't really have people to talk to. i have friends here but we lost touch and i'm too stubborn to contact them. besides, the summer heat makes hanging out in our city less than ideal. i couldn't answer when one of them asked me why i didn't say when i got home. maybe i'll take my cousin's offer to eat out next week. i can't pour everything into blogs and games. i also ran out of books to escape into. i need to pray more. and sleep less.
the other blogs i visited seem so profound. i'm starting to wonder if i'm growing at all.
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